things to write to understand yourself better - ugh, really?

so, I just went through @BestProAdvice twitter and I found this picture. and it might help me to understand myself by answering what is written there. well, just give it a try!

and here is, my answers :)

1. chocolates, white roses, sacrifices, cuddles, forehead kiss 

2. My feeling towards something

3. Christian Simamora's books - ugh

4. My day is flat - like a flat tire (yicks)

5. "I totally regret that I ever spend my life with you."

6. Nothing -- music is music, no matter how cheesy or cheeky it is, I still listen to it 

7. Cockroach, bees, flies, mosquito, spiders

8. I had sandwich with turkey salami and cheese for breakfast, chocolate frappe while waiting the train back home, and pom döner for lunch

9. Education is important for me. And if I had chance to get scholarship for postgraduate program, I will take it!

10. Without You by Usher, The One That Got Away by Katy Perry, 22 by Taylor Swift, Can't Remember to Forget You by Shakira&Rihanna, Dancing Queen by ABBA, Unconditionally by Katy Perry, The Wire by Haim, Terpesona by Glenn Fredly ft Audy, A Sky Full of Stars by Coldplay, and Mmbop by Hanso brothers.

11. I love my family, my core family.
12. Richard Gasquet, Brett Dalton, Jesse Eisenberg, nurse in Marien Krankenhaus (I do not know his name hahaha) and Jeremy Renner
13. I am fat, and I do not like it.. I need to lose another 6 kilos!
14. I am wearing unicorn sweater with deep blue jeans and deep blue shoes (I love this jeans and flat shoes..)
15. I am Scorpio and yes I believe some things about my horoscope..
16. What if I made mistake in the future?
17. I am proud of what I've done with my last internship
18. Diabetics. Forever problem in my life. Ah, and also my body weight. Hhhh
19. Nike air force 1, fossil watch, leather stuffs, apple products, chocolate
20. I am afraid of marriage... I keep wondering why..
21. Though I am afraid of marriage, I still want to have a family. One small happy wealthy family and that is what I want my future be.
22. My academic? Well, I am recently proud of it and yes I want to continue my study abroad (postgraduate in USA sounds interesting)
23. I miss my mom, been six years since her gone. I also miss someone that already belong to someone (well, feels like I am a bitch)
24. (empty)
25. My internship in Germany. It feels like.... Butterflies in my tummy. And confusing.
26. I like my capability to work in order, flexible, able to make someone laugh yet I dislike myself for being moody (or let my mood ruins my daily work)
27. "Be happy no matter what happened"
28. I would like to move to Italia and I'd like to visit Vatican to be honest...
29. Peanut butter (I am addicted to this one!), broccoli (I know..), eggs (favorite!), greek yogurt and white tiger.. - are those things weird?
30. I am so excited about my new house that will be finished on July 2014! :)

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Matahari bersinar begitu cerah
Angin pun datang menyapa, menyerbu resah
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Hatiku seakan terpana oleh hadirmu
Jantungku berhenti melihat senyum di wajahmu
Aku seperti terpaku, membeku
Hingga akhirnya kau menyapaku
"Apakabar dirimu? Aku merindukanmu.."

Dia seperti malaikat penyelamat
Ketika hidupku mulai seperti kiamat
"Aku mengerti engkau rindu kepadaku. Aku mengerti hidupmu mulai kelabu.
Tetapi percayalah, engkau hanya lelah dan jengah. Jangan menyerah...."

Rel kereta pun berdesis. Tanda keretaku hampir datang..
"Aku memang benar menrindumu, dan kaupun begitu. Tapi ingatlah, ini bukan duniamu cintaku.."
Aku memeluknya dengan erat, dan dia berkata "Percayalah, engkau kuat."

Kemudian aku memasuki kereta, dan lambaikan tanganku kepadanya
Hingga bayangan gelap itu tiba dan aku membuka mata.
Seluruh mata tertuju padaku, menangis menahan haru...