Monday 21 April 2014

Münster, aku jatuh cinta!

Entah ada angin apa, aku memutuskan untuk tetap tinggal di sini
Di kota ini, aku sendiri. Menikmati jeda empat hari yang sunyi.
Ketika akhirnya aku memutuskan untuk pergi
Mungkin, hanya sekedar untuk menuntaskan jenuhku
Dan menelusuri keingintahuanku akan sebuah tempat

Aku memasuki kereta ke tempat kota aku tuju
Aku menelusuri kursi yang masih kosong
Aku tidak begitu suka untuk bersama orang lain
Dan kupilihlah satu tempat duduk, tepat bersebelahan dengan kursimu

Aku terduduk memandangi pemandangan yang selalu kulihat
Ketika aku menuju tempatku bekerja
Aku melihatmu terduduk dan tertidur, bersandar kepada jendela
Lucu. Karena kau begitu terpulas.

Terlewati beberapa stasiun, sebelum sampai di tempat kereta kita singgah sementara
Kau terbangun. Lalu kau pindahkan jaketmu di kursi, jadikan ia sebagai bantal
Dan berhentilah kereta kita, di tempat singgah sementara itu

Aku terduduk, sembari menikmati roti yang aku beli untuk makan siang ini
Tempat yang aku tuju masih setengah jalan
Kereta ini menanti orang berdatangan, menjemput mereka yang ingin pulang dan bepergian
Ketika itu, aku mulai kembali mengamatimu

Kau tertidur, terbangun, melihat kesana kemari dan tertidur lagi
Kau terbangun lagi, melihat kesana kemari, dan tertidur lagi
Kau tau, aku menertawaimu. Aku tersenyum ketika kau terbangun dan melihat kesana kemari
Kau seperti orang kebingungan. Aku tersenyum melihatmu. Mungkin, aku sedikit tertawa
Hingga akhirnya kau mendatangiku
"Apakah ini Münster?" tanyamu padaku. Rambutmu berantakan. Dan sedikit ada senyum bingung terpasang di wajahmu.
Sambil tertawa, aku menjawab pertanyaanmu. "Bukan, ini masih di Hamm in Westfalen." lalu aku tertawa ketika kau kembali duduk di kursimu.
Kau tidak kembali tidur, tapi kau duduk sembari melihat kereta ini berjalan kembali menuju kota yang ternyata kita tuju.

Dalam perjalanan, aku sesekali melihatmu. Lucu melihat tingkah lakumu tadi.
Kau pun menguap ketika terduduk. Mungkin kau takut stasiun yang kita tuju, akan terlewati. ..

Sesampainya kita di stasiun yang dituju, kau melihatku
Aku sedikit tertawa malu namun aku umbarkan senyumku untukmu
Kau mengambil kantung plastik berwarna kuning itu, sembari melihatku dan tersenyum padaku
Senyuman manis yang kulihat dari wajahmu, membuat jantungku berhenti berdetak seketika

Aku menyesal tak mengenalmu
Mungkinkah suatu saat nanti, aku akan bertemu lagi denganmu?
Di kota ini, aku akan mengingatmu. Dan semoga kita akan kembali bertemu..


*Münster. April 20, 2014

Monday 7 April 2014

one week quick review - oh so boring I guess

Selamat siang, selamat hari Sabtu!
Such a beautiful day, spring has come! Warm weather, flowers everywhere and many things! And I love to see the view whenever I go back home, it is beautiful and makes me miss my hometown :p
I kinda love this week, because everything went smooth and maybe I have a little bit kind of 'pencerahan' kalau bisa dibilang dan mungkin semua orang juga sedang rileks, ihiy!

Start with Monday. 
I work at marketing consulting company, and today my general manager is coming so I just prepare at its best. And I met him. He is full of spirit and funny, and what I love about being here is because all of the employees are just like my family. Also I have an eye candy here. He is cute. just cute. Well, back to the main story, after had my lunch, all of sudden all the people in this office sit in the meeting room (where I suppose to sit here everyday to do my work) and this eye-candy-guy told me "come in, you are a part of us." he said this when I stood like a stupid person, because I really don't know what to do. And he smiled at me. This is the first time I see him smile. No. Second time. The first time is in the morning, when I waited for someone to open the doors (because I arrive at 8.15 when no one is in the office, and I usually wait for Dario, another guy in this office) then come this eye-candy-guy. He smiles and looks good. I mean, he always looks good but today he looks happier than ever. I wonder why. And at this day, he talked something good about me. He said I am very concentrating to do my works, and everything else. I am surprised, because usually he always put this kind of flat face and see me like I did something wrong but at this day, he puts some smiles and have nice things to say. This is good.
Oh ya, and also I bought hair scissors, then I cut my hair when I got home. I hate to do this because I love my hair but the splits end really got on my nerves.

my new hair (?)

On Tuesday, I have to revise my work which power plant all over German (well, more likely to add more contact data here because I've just found out more contact, yeay!)
And after revising my power plant data, I went to had lunch. I bought hot coffee and fruits with yogurt and muesli for my lunch. I know it is kinda healthy thing but I love it. Then I went back to my office, go to the pantry for eat bread with peanut butter and banana (I brought this one but I don't know, I don't want to eat it) then back to my room when all of sudden I found something on my desk (on my keyboard precisely) I can see it from the door and my heart beats so fast. I am afraid that I did something wrong but I took it and see it. And then.... I found it is not a warning notes! Thank God :p

here is written: "airbnb.de - flats for rent/night. maybe special rate 4 u..."

Then all of sudden the eye-candy-guy came in and said "I used this website when I go for travel, you may use this website to find an apartment." and he said that when I chewed my peanut butter banana bread. And he asked "do you know that website?" and I wanted to answer but unfortunately I still chewing my food and I have to swallow it like in a rush. And I said "yes, I know it but I can't even find something that fits me. But thank you anyway." and he smiled (again) and went out.
In the evening ( I think it is about 5.00 PM -or less or more-) he showed up himself in front of the door where I work (in meeting room) I was shocked because I was too concentrating with my work (and social media and 9gag cause I was so sleepy, I need something to boost my mood) and he said "Bye bye, cao!" and I replied "Okay, see you." with my awkward smile. Ever. Because he never that kind of thing since the first time I do my internship here. And then he said "I won't be here tomorrow until Friday. Or... I'll be here on Thursday evening." and I replied "Oh, awkay. See you." (I know, I reply like I don't care at all but trust me, this is just awkward) and he replied again. "Okay, see you. Caoooo." and he closed the door, but he saw me with his eagle's eyes. Trust me, this is awkward yet scary yet funny. Like, what happened with this guy? Hahahahahaha!

On the next day, I woke up late (because I was too tired last night, and my legs hurt like hell I cannot walk properly) and thank God I almost get hit by the tram (this one also because I was sleepy and too concentrating with the music I listen too) and thank God (again) I got another thing to do. Which is, I need to manage client's contact list data (for their own good of course) and revised my power plant data (I am such a perfectionist person when it comes to this thing)

On Thursday, I don't know why my heart told me I need to go with the train at 7.04 AM. But I deny it, go for earlier and then I found, the early morning train was delayed for almost one hour. Thank god, there is another train to get to my office. Then at the afternoon, I ate super hot pasta for my lunch (me and my friend made it last night) and my tongue feels like burned and got really bad stomachache (perut gue bersuara ketika hening and it's embarrassed me so bad) and at this day, I found the reality about this eye-candy-guy. Well, I know it already but I am just not sure. And thank God, I can come home earlier today (because there is no space for me, our client from USA is coming) then I made an appointment with my friends to eat outside. I eat super big doner tasche (this is very good and yummy food)
Ah ja! I also bought another make up for myself, so in love with this brand (really fits in me) now, my make up is complete!



my daily make up kit (?)


And Thank God It's Friday!!!!!
But hell yeah, I woke up late and really sleepy. I don't know, I already consumed vitamin but still I feel so tired. Maybe I am really lack of sleep and must do exercise. Hehehehehe. And poor me, today Düsseldorf is raining and I bring no jacket and umbrella. And I feel so cold...
And today, I got new task, which is I need to list all the exhibitor on WTT Trade Fair. I need to input ALL the data about the exhibitor. Like... It was a lot. I did it an half of it, and I decided to go for lunch first (I don't know why am I so hungry like hell. I already ate rice cakes about 6 pieces and drink as much as I can but still hungry) I had lunch in Maruyasu Düsseldorf, I always eat the bento set from here because it tastes so damn good and always makes me feel full until I go back home. Then I went back to the office when I found the client from USA is in our office, and this eye-candy-guy is also there. And he said I can work at his place. And he will be inside the meeting room. Alright... And when I worked at his place, I need to work with two computers. And I found out one computer is in Deutsch and the other is in French. Oh really? This would be great, baby! But I made it. The list has done and I open my e-mail and I forget.... I need to do my business plan -which needs to be done at the end of May (two more months baby!)- and I was too concentrating (again) with my business plan when this eye-candy-guy "Kartika." and I was shocked and said "What??" and he laughed and smiled. He said "Well, you have to be prepared next time Kartika.." and I replied "Okay, I am sorry. I was too concentrating with my business plan. What's up?" then he replied "Do you have an iPhone charger?" and I replied again "Yes of course, it's inside. I'm charging my phone but you can use it." and he went back to meeting room and found my phone's there charged and pull out the cable from my phone and put it to his iPhone. and he took my phone and give it to me. Actually, I don't even want to hand my phone at that time, cause I need to concentrate with my business plan. But that is okay. And what is awkward, why'd he has to ask me about iPhone charger? Cause he already knew at the afternoon after having my lunch, I was looking for a plug to charge my phone in the meeting room and he asked me about it. I wonder why.

And the next day, I woke up really late. I need to wash my clothes (I ran out of clothes to go to office and daily clothes and underwear my babyyyyy) then after it all, I went shop with my friend (for daily needs like foods -we have to cook to minimise our expenses-) and we had lunch in Pascha kebab (next to the supermarket) and I ate doner tasche (again) cause it is cheap and tasty and I feel full whenever I eat it ;p
But before that, I went to buy a glasses. My eyes cannot see things clearly these days (tired, lack of sleep, always look at the computers and screens) and then my eyes got checked, blablabla (kinda long and boring cause I need to wait) but then finally I got it. I buy new glasses (cause actually the old one is missing and I really need a new one....) and it will be done like almost three weeks later. So long.....

And today! I went to another doner station, I ate many things today because I was hungry.. And I bought new phone case and new rings :D

(http://www.hm.com/de/product/27842?article=27842-A)

I love my new rings. These are really my kind of rings :p

Well, I think that is all what I can say about this week! See you another post!